| This is more so that I can get this out of my system rather than any great amount of mourning (though, the fact that I have to get it out of my system tells me otherwise), so that I can get done with a paper that is due in about half a day's time (it being 2:30 in the morning).
I just learned that an old friend of mine died a month ago on April 6th. I'm no longer close to her, or the people we used to hang out together with. So it comes to no surprise that I didn't learn of her death a little bit sooner, but I still feel offended that no one came up to me, emailed me, or called me to tell me what happened. I actually only found out about it through complete chance on facebook.
It's really odd thinking of her, if I hadn't been such a pussy back, I probably could have easily ended up going out with her, and now I'm kind of depressed that I didn't. It's also odd to think that she was only at most a year older than I am now, so it reminds me of my mortality. To think, a three story drop basically killed her. Something so simple. Apparently she was in the hospital, until her body just couldn't take living anymore, and she passed away. I didn't even think of this until now, that would have been so horrible. Laying around in agony, having doctors do their best, but in the end you're still dying. I'd hate to have a slow death like that, with my bones crushed from plummeting three stories, and probably many other complications.
I think it makes me feel worse that it's almost been a year since I even last shared a word with, and it was only very briefly that I had even done so. Now I can never talk to her again, and it hurts.
I'll miss you Kelly
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| Yay, and update.
I need money....
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| So, here's my schedule for the last semester of high school.
1. Fundamentals of American Law (Why the fuck did I choose this? Actually, I know, but I still don't understand.)
2. International Relations
3. American Gov't
4. Desktop Publishing
5. Japanese 8
6. Japanese 8
7. Psych 1 (I opted out of geo politics, and they let me.)
Wow, I thought I was going to take a bunch of easy classes when I got back. Wow, if I wasn't so god damn angry at the time, I would have put way fucking easier classes in place.
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| My flight is tomorrow. I`ll return some time on the 20th, probably a saturday.
Can`t wait to see everyone when I have extreme jetlag!
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